Thursday, May 20, 2010

mr. Y

err kepada Mr. Y saya disini merakamkan berbanyak banyak sorry :(

banyak gile salah aku kat mu. muke aku pon da tebal nk mntak sorry. sal haritu, aku tau mu bengang. aku banyak kali gile wt salah kat muu bkn aritu je. aku nk sorry. maybe mu pon da mls nk kwn ngn aku. aku paham.

aku sorry lagi skali. maybe aku sebot sorry byk kali pon, dok jejas perasaan bengang mu o. lagi sekali SORRY! dari dulu kite kenal, aku byk wt mu susoh. kalo mu nk marah aku kali ni, marah a. aku terime. lame mane pon mu nk marah, marah a. nanti bile mu da reda, mu cari la aku. aku nk mu tau muke aku da tebal nk tego mu :((

MR. Y
saya, Noorathirah bt Md. Sani, dengan sedihnya menyatakan saya terima ape saje keputusan awak :(

time to be goooood!

first thing bukak blogger, bce blog syazVuena (haha gabongan syaz, V dan Zuena.) ade plak "MRS COFFEE PRINCE". ni marahh ni! haha :p

pastu bace naa fheeemah pnye blog ade ayat ni

"mcm Bella ble Edward tggal an dye..
p na pham npe Edward tggl an Bella..
dye nk protect Bella..
n npe na nk tggal an mal?
sbb na tkut mal tggal an na.."


**hehehe, naaa best gile ayat ni.

hmm, i think i should do the same. tinggalkan die coz takut die tgglkan kite. :(
nnti jadi mcm dlm crite coffee prince lak, selfish! hmm, confius gile. tapi aku tau dan sedarr, ni utk sementara je. later, everything will be back as usual. he goes on his way, and i go mine. byebye la maknenye. but i really thankful to Allah coz give me this moment even for a while. a big GRIN on my face everyday i woke up and before going to bed. hehe. bahagiaaa :DD

i think i shouldn't think about this much. sooner or later, i will be hurt. as usual :( yeah once again. i hope he is Edward like Aina said. he'll be the one that leaving me coz doesn't want me hurt not i leave him for not ME being hurt aite? but its ok. just accept the fact that you'll never be mine, but i'm always yours though i said i'm not :P

diminggu yang mulia ini dimana my Mid-term exam tgh berlangsung, HARAM bagiku menyebut perkara-perkara begini. tapi apalah daya ku, ia berlaku pada tika dan saat ini. AIYO! help me. kalo aina takpe la, ia tak effect kan study die. but me? mcm haprakk! takde otak ka aku ni? dah la b*doh. lagi memb*dohkan diri. aihs.

dahdah la. todaaaaa readers :0

Monday, May 17, 2010

Putera Kopi

out of sudden, i've become speechless. just a smile on my face and screaming like crazy when i saw him standing in front of my class with the bright smile and some kind of 'nur' from his pretty little face, haha. so cute and he seems cold on the inside. waa, very jejaka idaman i tell youu! haha :p but there's a friend of mine, which is very bisingg! when we saw him, she will like 'tirahh! tirahh!' or 'epahh! epahh! die laluu!' OMG so embarrassing. i feel like wanna push her from the balcony to 5 Cekal. aiyoyo ama apa!

it's ok la. epah, nadia and I were sooo happy these days for one reason. haha :p aiyo mase nok prekse gini a ye buat. haha! and i feel like wanna scream about this but i just cant.

p/s; I LOVE YOUU EPAH! :P

Saturday, May 1, 2010

sabar itu sebahagian daripada iman.

pernah tak korang rase mcm takde kesah dlm dunie?
kawan
homework
penampilan
mase
tv
internet
hp
semua tak bermakne bg korg. korg cume nk tido dan bile bangun semua kembali normal. pernah?


haaaaaaaaaaaaaa ni yg sy rase dlm mase 2 minggu y amat menyeksakan ini. waa, blk kemah demam paling teruk pernah dihadapi. grr =,= 3 hari tak g skolah wa ckp lu. dlm mc utk shari je. hahaha aiyo. skang batuk tak baik2 agi. selsema da elok sikit. ALHAMDULILLAH! uihh.

sy ade satu crite y agak sedih a. sy ade kwn, sy syg kawn2 sy. kwn sy sorg ni die tgh dlm masalah gile besar! ni first time kwn sy terlibat dlm hal mcm ni. but i'm really sorry for him. he being punished for another person's fault. mmg SHIT a org yg tuduh o. i really HATE him/her. dok au bende! tuduh paka baha rambang kali. dulu mmg aku da dgr cite HOT sal die. ta sangke die betol2 gitu. mmg SHIT a! GO TO HELL LA ORG TUE! aihs! dasar org tue tak sedar diri. kat rumah sy moody tak semene2 sbb hal ni. haih! sy bimbang kwn sy tu. gane la die. ato msg dok bls starang. nseb bek besfriend die my fren. dpt tau cite sbenor gane. mmg serius nk nangis mule2. haih tak sangke. sian, tak pasal2 ade rekod burok. mmg BONGOKK a org tue! bajet molek ngt. nok ajo kene bayo ge nok dgr siti noliza nyanyi. mahal cekik daroh mmg BODO a!

haih. geram, sedey, bimbang ade lake. kdg dok au g cite betol guane guane. ari isnin ni kne confirm betol2. kang dok pasal2 aku g supoh ke org dok besaloh. hehe ;p but ape ape pon, I STILL HATE YOU! haihs. tu je kot nk cerita, lepas geram bak kate org tue tue. hee.




to my beloved friend ; whatever happen, i will always be by your side. i know that you're not that kind of person. i know who you are, and the most important is only ALLAH know the truth. insyaAllah, the person that just accused you for no reason akan terima balasannye. insyaAllah. harap bersabar, ni dugaan daripada-Nya utk kau. and once again, i will back you up and kite tegakkan kebenaran sesame ok?

Sunday, April 18, 2010

SJAM

khemah perdana '10 the best and the worst eveeer! haha :D

THE BEST IS.
member st john the best! seriusly. ;) agak gile, klako n kekanak-kanakkan. HAHA :) leader pon da gile, ucop dikochok kochok. haha!

THE WORST IS
letey sial!whaha :p

first sampai, mmg agak happy sbb tempat die gile cunn wa ckp luu! haha :p then dpt spot bapokk besow! hahaha. kemas kemas brg, set up kemah wtv pastu y lain siap2 pegi jungle treking. aku terperuk kt khemah kene masok2. best masok! tp best jungle trekking gok. waa :( pastu dieorg blk, semua frust. mknan dok sedak! wakaka :p padan muke wee ;D pastu mlm tu g balai cerap tgk plenet2. penat gile tau dok! mcm kene mendaki bukit gitu. haha. gileee! esk tu bgun kul 4.00 sbb ade qiamulai, kdg aku bgun g mandi. hee ;D pastu kul 6 bru g. pastu g kaco atin, dira, nadia n nic. hehe dieorg dduk brisan dpan skaleyy. sedak. haha. pastu pagi ade poco-poco. hehe dok dak. pastu ade petndingan kawad. kteorg ok la. sbb yg lain lagi terok kot. ahah ucop wt lawok mse bg comand. aku tahan gok la nok suke! ahaha

pastu blk2 amek pic seme. sedak la. btw, st john gile glemerr! skit2 amek pic. haha ;p pastu ade water confident. letey! aihs, breti tgh laut dok rock nok brenang. nseb bek paka life jacket tau. ko dok tenggelam doh la. hahahaha. then, mlm tu ade mlm kbudayaan. ok je la. haha pastu ujan lebet gile bangang! lari g kemoh akat bju. haha pastu tdo dlm basah. waaa dok sedak :( pastuu bgun pagi basoh abeh seme2. pastu pakai sluor basoh haih!

sluor mcm kuor dr washer machine. sial sgguh! aihs. pastu naek gatal2. waa :( btw, badan penoh luke dan calor balorr. aihs. pastu blk st john first balik! alhamdulillah. hahaha ;D smpai skolah tak blk lagi kene stay back nk basoh khemah sume2. pastu aku da takde bju nk pakai, pakai bju tdo smlm tu. waa busuk! hais, takde pilihan. bju st john mahal. koto susah nk ilang. hahaha pastu basoh khemoh, dang agi galok2. haha. bejerokk basoh! hahaha pastu tetibe blk, takley blk! ahahaha. call ming. haha nta pape call ming. sian die hahaha. pastu nseb penyelamat dtg! HAHAHA ming kte die baik. tmpg la blk. hahaha. alhamdulillah, smpai rumah. mlm trus tdo. hahahah

walaupun ade konflik siket2. but ok la. sorg ahli bkn st john. eww beci akuu!

that's all for now. kalo tasya tlis ni, tirah nok tlis gok!

I LOVE AHLI KEMOH SJAM 2010!
MUAHXX :)
walaopun ade sorg yg agak menjengkelkan. but ok la WEE :P